Evaluation Course

Am awake at 3.00am even am a bit lazy but I've force myself to. Had my meal, as I really can't get my hands out of the scramble egg sambal that I've made, Su even say so.Yummy!

Then am just thinking why don't I just fasting today? Am just proceed with it even I don't know how am suppose to live without drinking even a drop of water today. Buat teroks, macam tak pernah puasa kan?

Yup, this is my first time qada'-ing my fast as I don't have the opportunity to replace it, ever! Please zip your mouth off, keluasan rahang anda sudah seperti Jaclyn Victor sedang menyanyikan lagu 'Gemilang'.

Am starting my day with, off course, Twitter. It's a must and what I can say is I can now live peacefully without Facebook page as long as I do have Twitter account with me :D.

Riak kan? Ehem... as am supposed to click by Tuesday, am just had a chance to do so tonight today. Meanwhile, am open up my SMP UMS for the evaluation course-filled so that I can print out my my examination slip. Kemain semangat ko Jahhh! Ye la, sooner or later ada pre-registration, so I don't wanna missed it out.

Two more to go~

Carefully filled in the form.

Yeah, am try my best to fill it in with love, sincere and unbiased result. When it comes to evaluating, off course am evaluate the course listed fairly good enough even I know the consequences ahead. Tough, am not a good liar :P. 

I do experienced it last semester when the lecture entered the class angrily as most of us gave him bad-rating evaluation so as result, he also gave us the same towards our carry marks :'(. If so, why does we need to fill in the evaluation form if we're just allowed to key in the good result and came up with a white lie?

I just hope, this semester kinda different as I guess the lecturers must be very professional enough as they use to be in order to improved their teaching and learning process and I believe with it. Through this evaluation, they may find out what is the strengths and weaknesses among them that they haven't noticed. Am fully-concious by posting this out. 

Am going to take the responsible charges if I do hurt someone. My real name is as above referred smp systems. Am just voice out my opinions on this as we, student also had the right to judge people with our point of view fairly frank.Thank you! 

What's With Him?

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, peace and blessings be upon His Messenger.

There's a guy who asking me why am not getting married yet. Speechless. I've just replied, 'It's a long story dude!'. Still, he wanted me to DM him as if I don't wanna publicize the whole story. I manage to tell him everything and why I choose to be in UMS.

For my surprise, he wanted to help me completing the mission. I was like, seriousssssssly? Clueless. What made him to say so, to please me or he was just fooling me around? He's serious. He wanted to came to Sabah tough. *pengsan*.

He kept asking for my number but I refuse. I just keep his number and am still considering either I wanted to have a faith in him or not because am not that type who easily trust guys. It was a lil surprise, I mean, a lot by surprise! Yeah, I just know him in a short while then I don't had any idea what made him to say so.

I feel something, deep down inside. I can't denied that he touched my heart. Oh Allah, ya know am not this fragile.. do protect me from harm and sin.

Short Rest!

Hey peeps! Its been a long time I haven't get my own blog any post as I've been busy kejar dateline for my assignments and tests. Began my day without going to Lab Class for Statistic subject. Okay, my bad! am just continue doing the rest of the questions as I fall asleep right after I got back from Unitrade. Memang tak nak lah tangguh dateline lagi. Dua hari lambat pun dah rasa sangat bersalah kot kat Sir Khai as he really too kind for us to let him down :( Ti pon ada datang bilik for a help, but right after she's around am already print them out :P. While she's trying off my platform heels, I do print out Paulina's assignment as she do visit my room for printing service. It's been a long time never had the chance to talk or even meet her personally like we use to be :'(.

Drop by at Unitrade first before lead to Sir Khai's office for the submission. Plus, need to wait for a while as Una and Ti wanna settled off the account assignment printing process there on the spot. It's already break time, but still Sir Khai's available at his office. Kinda busy with the third year student meet up for the Android apps as he mastered the application very well. I also noticed the eye bag-look form his appearance as I do heard rumors spread saying that his daughter suffered from 'Talasemia'. I just couldn't imagine how tough he and her wife experienced it! May Allah gave them strength to face it. Ameen...

Luckily Sir Khai was such a lovely person as he still accept our group assignment for the database as it's already day two from the submission day. I guess, this hard work had paid off  and worth staying up for. Yeah, I do admit it I didn't sleep at night for almost a week! Thanks for all the group members who often accompany me doing the assignment. I don't feel like am alone even they're busy with their programs and meetings. Sangat memahami keadaan mereka. Its time for a long rest. Ahem, still got assignment and test awaits me! Kejap pon jadi lah, nak pampered myself as a sick person. Semoga cepat sembuh, Wan! :D
Rindunya nak tidur malam dan meniduri tilam empuk Getha ku ini. :*

Not A Good Friend

As am kept staying up late at night, I do saw this image from the fb page as I scrolled down. Touched! thanks for the picture, as am included off course. You always be in my star-friend in fb too. Thanks for the time you've spent just to combine it all in one. It just that am wondering, why there's a lot more pictures of you instead of your girl-best friends? :P

See? I've told you...her face almost everywhere!

It is a pleasure to have nice and good people around me. Delight huh? However, being around group of people doesn't mean all of them are your best friends. Am sorry to say this, it was just my opinion even its hard to be accepted as the truth may always hurt. I don't name people randomly as mine, I don't know if it is yours.

For me, best friend and friend kinda different. There's only few of them will be listed as best friend despite of surrounded by tonnes of friends plus, it's too early for me to announce someone as my best friend as I really need more time to know them well.  When am being around 'them' am freely be myself and that is exactly I feel towards them. Am just blessed to be apart of them it just that I don't feel am being myself enough. Honestly. Like am supposed to be among a best friends.

Am not an outgoing person, and a very likely stick-in-room one. I enjoy do things that I like even am all alone. Seriously, I can manage it as I used to be. Am kinda boring person, yes, I am. Plus, I hate the guilty feeling if I do let someone down or hurt someone as I really not good in jaga hati orang. Really mean it.

I don't feel like am normal to the eyes of the people somehow as I do have the phobia being around crowded of people in a loud noise environment with the small narrow place. I'll get migraine once I'm in it. Weirdo huh? That is the first thing came out from my mind. Claustrophobia. That's the only reason why I enjoy myself doing things that I like even all by myself. :) However, am kinda annoyingly independent person. Proud of it!

I just wanna let you know, if you girls/guys really wanna have me as a bestie maybe am not a perfect one. I do have low self-esteem confidence, couldn't get along with people easily unless I know them well but still I can be a good friend somehow. Instead being a friend that they want, I prefer to be a friend that they need. Hey all the rest of the claustrohobian out there, you're just pretty awesome the way you are. Let's make friends then. Spread the love <3

10/11/12

Finally, before the final countdown I have made a card to expressed out my birthday wishes towards my room mate, Su. Yeah, it is something special then as I have been forcing myself to do a hand-made card as it is been ages I am not doing it, trust me!

Am in the mood to fill in my luxurious time doing something that I found interest me well, and doing creative thingy like this, it is a pleasured and am welcoming it very well.

Here it is my handmade birthday card especially for my beloved room mate. Kinda messy is it? Yeah, am not use for it practically and this is the only things I have done so far. *impressed

Su was shocked eyeing it as I put it on the table. I thought she might took quite sometimes entering the room, celebrating it with her friends but then I guess there was no celebration that mornite (morning + night). I do not have enough time pretending like am sleeping soundly, am humiliating myself! hiks. Nothing to be ashamed of Wan but revealing how sweet I am was terribly shame things for me :P

Dear Su,

Thanks for everything and wishing you a very Happy Birthday. Had a blast day ever with your loved ones. Thanks for had such a capabilities and limitless patience over a complicated room mate like me! xoxo :D

Tweets Limit

I know, each and everyone of us who is addicted to tweet must have this kind of experience, so do I. 'Hek eleh, baru first time kena limit dah kecoh! Aku kena banyak kali diam jep'. Nampak riak disitu bila ada orang cakap cenggitu. Yes, I admit it. I memang kepoh pon, so what? Even it's been four years am having Twitter account never experienced it before. Lopek! Mana nak experienced nya, account Twitter ko bukan aktif puunn wan hoi! See the amount of tweets la.

Kinda anxious when I couldn't tweet as I used to be, tekan button enter sampai lebam lah gak an, but still tak jugak boleh. I thought the connection wasn't really that good, kan wifi  UMSKAL sangat excellent! Then, I noticed this, 'You are over the daily limit for sending Tweets. Please wait a few hours and try again. Learn more'. Selalunya memang tak hadap nak baca benda alah tu kan, normally dia akan tulis whether 'Whoops, you already tweet that' or 'Sorry! We did something wrong' tapi bila kemain panjang dari biasa dia tulih memang harus baca lah kan. Rupanya kena tweets limit. Time really flies fast, never realize that I've already tweets over the limit.

People say, this may encountered if you already tweets over than thousand a day. Don't know whether it's true or not. Rumours yo! Am waiting for couples of minutes and then hour. Patiently waiting am I? hahahah... I guess it only takes about an hour for the 'quarantine' last. Right after the precious hour left, I still continue my tweet even I got things to do. :P Never mind  I've got M-16 with me, I just simply shot which answer I feel the best for the database quiz tomorrow. It's not good letting someone waiting for you right? hahax. what ever...

#BettingManUnitedVsArsenal

Today is the-day. Yeah, I do involve myself for the #BettingManUnitedVsArsenal, just for fun. Am just wanna highlight here, we're not dealing with cash so there's no gambling term used here. What make things worst, we're as #TeamArsenal had defeated by Manchester United 2-1. Am about start google-ing the picture of Manchester United manager, Sir Alex Ferguson as I don't have any. Who cares? :3. I guess people whom not get used with Twitter must be wondering, what's on earth am crapping right now. Here are the ground rules for the bet!

So, I do changed mine include the 'I love Man Utd Forever' bio as the task ask us to start changing sharp on 12am. Am a girl lady with promised! After changing, I just noticed this which they ask #TeamArsenal to use the same images of Man United manager as their avatar/twitcon :O

After updated, I could see major of my timeline using the same avatar/twitcon of Sir Alex Ferguson. Meriahhh sangat u'olls, i'olls suka! I guess it's pretty cool using this old man pictures for quite sometime as I may noticed a lot of Arsenal Fans out there and obviously am not alone. However, I do feel like am betraying my own #AFC. :( It just for five days onwards darling. :P

see, I told ya! :)

mine...whatcha say?? 

Seems cool to me huh? hahahahha... Anyway, it just for fun and am just sorry if I do hurt peoples around me specially #MUFC. Can't wait for the next 5th day ahead... See ya! :) Before I forgot, am sincerely sorry to my brothaaa as I couldn't help myself to go to menara right after the football match between Arsenal and Manchester United as am welcoming my guest here in my room. Next time okay? Mornite peeps!

Highly Rated University in Malaysia

As I scrolled down my Facebook account timeline, I do saw this post from my previous friend, Zana which randomly taken from Berita U newspaper. Why on earth UMS not listed? Even a half??! Hurmmm, if so, why should UMSKAL? Laaaaammmmbat sikit!  :'( I believe, it's not a matter of where we gain the knowledge, it is about how wise you are to manage them all. However, I believe people do use this rating to measure which university had the well-equipped facilities and the best rated one to show off how intelligent they are to be apart of them. Nauzubillah....

It is some kind of bonus if you had been accepted apart of the listed university, as most of the people didn't had the same opportunity of being accepted even they do applied for it. Am just grateful and proudly to say that UMS is my top choice and am so happy to be around here even it is not listed as the best university compared to other. Am just blessed as Allah know the best for me as am fulfilling my late Mr Processors' last wishes. I just love the beach and couldn't being separated with it wherever  I go :D

Am not Cinderella Nor Sindarela

Begin my first November watching Cinderella story from Walt Disney with my dearest room mate, Su. I never happen to watch it since my childhood. What a shame! Guess what Su's reaction right after am inform her this, like 'serioussslyyy??' as she do watch it thousand times. Shhhhhh.... Don't be surprise too much! I just felt like am that worst for not watching it previously before. :'(

Anyway, thanks for Kyra as she's the one who gave the movie for me and make it happen as am really carving to watch it badly. See the nickname lar :P However, am not Sindarela, not am not Cinderella! hahax. So, it doesn't matter if I do watch it or not as my nickname's taken from Sindarela story for the Lestary slot on TV3.

Masculine side of Cinderella describe me the best! :D

Euwww.. too feminine, not suit me

Ohhh goshhh! How am really dream of being in Cinderella's glass shoes heels. Hey, pleaseee.... am not gasping of wearing the glass heels, am just hope that once, I have the same story as hers. Am just like others ordinary girls who always dream big as a prince might fetch me up and live happily ever after.

Wallaweyhhhh! Honestly am just glad if someone could accept the boyish me just like the Sindarela story and am happy to wear those canvas/sneaker shoes rather than a heels. However, am just pleased as someone do call me as a Cinderella after am telling her my life path am going to. It just that am not ready yet to expose it here in my darling blog of mine, perhaps someday I will. Somehow, am not that Cinderella nor Sindarela. Am just happy being me :)

BFFnene, not BFFnenen

Am suppose to update this post early night mornite but my BFFnene wouldn't allow me to, as he ask me to go offline and sleep as the same as him as the clock already ticking to 2am. Berapa banyak 'as' da... Yeah, he do care for me and he loves me for the sake of Allah very much! Am really appreciate to have a bestie like him, I really do mean it! It such a pleasure when you can chat with your long-lost friend from previous secondary school till morning after its been a while you haven't contact them, am just blessed. Anyhow, what does exactly BFFnene stands for? any idea?? :D I even didn't noticed it as he's the one who told me so. BFFnene = Best Friend Forever aNd Ever aNd Ever. lol kan? but still..sweet! Nasib lah tak wujud lagi aNd di belakang Ever tu dah. :P

Having a boy-friend BFF really do test your guts. You really had to be professional enough and had to deal with the consequences ahead of having them around you. It is important for you both differentiate the relationship you're going into and know the border line as a friend and personal matter intelligently without never had intention to cross them on. Frankly speaking, am not the intelligent one as I do fall for him once... back then when we're so close to each other. However, by keeping my own principle not to be in relationship with someone whenever am still in school had help me out to control myself and he even didn't know that I do have feeling towards him. But during our YM-ing I do admit to him and he just noticed! Am also include him the reason why am not continuing these feeling onwards and tried my best to forget him~

Well, he's about to get married this November with our schoolmate. Am just so happy on towards them. It just that the bride-to-be is not among our course mate, she's Agrotech student instead of us Mechanical Engineering one but still, we're in the same technical course. What make me impress is finally she's get the man she's admired for ages since her secondary school and all her effort for this while had paid off. They're meant for each other though I know exactly who's in the guys' heart. That's why am quite disappointed looking at the bride's name stated on the invitation card was not me someone in my mind. As if I ask him, he don't even know why he'd choose her frankly. Then he gave me this ;

Yeah, we shouldn't question why our fate like this/that and why with his/her and ask Allah why our love isn't last forever with our loved one and should end like what we want according to plan... We just don't have the right to do so as Allah knows the best for us and we should acknowledge that everything happens for a reason. Allah already stated our destiny since we're 4 month old in our mother's womb and who do we think we are to deny what had been written by HIM?

I really do, afraid of losing him as a my pleasant BFF after he had changed his marital status. Even he might be always there for me and surely the progress of our relationship might not be the same as before. I had to consider his wife's feeling to, not to get us wrong. Plus, I really do love the role of being his BFF now and hope till Jannah exactly like he describe us, BFFnene. A best friend should be your everything and shouldn't be forgetten just because you're in a relationship with someone else.

Am really sorry as I couldn't attend his both side walimatul urus and I know how upset he was. He even re-invited me to his wedding again even previously I do decline to join them due to classes I had to attend to. Am just could pray for both of them live happily ever after. Dear Allah, do blessed both of this love birds till Jannah, ameen... Am just sorry... :'( I just can promised him to pay a visit someday, InsyaAllah~