Tuesday 30 October 2012

Lazy Monday

The clock is ticking to 10.38am and am just awake! haha..The food finally serve right in front of me and am cooking in my dreams, hell yeah?! Kyra and Ayu prepared it all, am not included, damn! I supposed to cook for them, am just about to show what I've got! See, niat tak baik sebab tu Allah tak bangunkan. Astaghfirullah... My duty is just to take my bath and eat, shame on me! We're about to eat delicious food that time just for the sake of Ayu as she might probably run on diet right after the surgery even she's not willing to :p. Had a blast lunch while watching Hantu Kapcai for my second time! Kyra was too worried leaving me here all alone in her room. She even boil the water first before her leave in case am thirsty even prepared me her Maxis broadband and external hard disk in case am boring. How am I suppose to convince her that am gonna be fine as am use to it.

While downloading Mat Lutfi's 2012 videos collection as I've promised my lil Paulina, I've heard man's voice from outside. The 'voice' ask us to came out after knock on the door but am just remain silent and pretend like am not around but heyyyy, they've got the keys with them! Seriously cuak, sengih macam kerang busuk je depan pintu :D. Am just an outsider, please don't hurt me. I've promised to go back to KAL by tomorrow morning. Wakk lu! am just watch too much movies and please dude, don't get sick with my drama :P. The UMS staff just wanna change curtain, not more. Well, if it's not happen, am not going to have the opportunity to meet up Kyra's lovely Indian house-mate. She's just adorable! <3

Around 6pm Kyra and Ayu arrived. They rushingly take me to the beach nearby and let me swim happily playing with water as they noticed that I do love the beach very much! However, they didn't join me as they just wanna fulfil my wishes. Touched! :'( Thanks for you both to make it happen and thanks to Ayu even she's still in pain after the surgery, she still wanna spend some times with me. Am blessed having you both around. Enjoy having the 'quick' picnic with Bakso, my favourite dish! Again, thank you.

Monday 29 October 2012

The Thieves

Am just awake around 10am as am shocked someone's repeatedly calling my name and I know it is Muaz. There's nobody home, only Kakak and Muaz as the rest had gone to Lok Kawi's Orphanage open house as they had made qurban during the Eidul Adha. But hey! I do forgot about Irfan, am just thought that he's gone to the orphanage too but he still asleep silently in his room. Am just prepared my stuff ready as am about to move to UMS main campus there at Kota Kinabalu as am suppose to be there since yesterday :P. However, Cikgu Man ask me to go to the orphanage as Kak Sharina haven't get back yet. Am going with Kakak and Irfan accompanying me, we do enjoy our Gearbox Soup very much and it is totally delicious! UMS student also give a hand to help smoothing the event as well :D

Cikgu Man willing to send me directly to Centre Point (CP) as I've promised Kyra. They even ask Shamrin, the rental car person that I've call to take me to CP going back even he had reach the front door! Am just surprised as am taking out my stuff already :O. Sorry. We start moved out from the house when things done and we're had so much fun along the journey. Suddenly Muaz said to me, 'Kak Ngah janganlah balik lagi...' with his smiling eyes and am just touched! Kakak also kept mentioning 'Kank Ngah nak balik dah...' sounds like she really don't want me to go back. Perasan! While Irfan, kept remain silent without words. I know it'hard for him am just said, 'Pasal Irfan lah Kak Ngah nak balik!' teheehhehe~ They're just so sweet. Next time I've promised to come back. Seriously.

Am rushing entering the CP as am already late and really do forgot that am with my backpack and lappy bag, that's why am wondering why do people keep staring at me, but who cares?! However I still can manage myself to get on time before our movie display in a few minutes time. I felt like wanna jump high as I could finally meet my friends, Kyra's and Ayu's after a year. They also introduced me to their Sabahan friend, Claryssa. Am just pleased to meet her as I've been carving for ages for it. Ok, tipu. She's cute! We're watching The Thieves as it is my first time watching Korean movie in the cinema. Okay, I didn't know anything about latest movies on now, so I just put my faith in them to pick one. My eyes kept pointing at Simon Yam as I admired him since ages and I know it is collaborated with Hong Kong actor/actress as I also noticed the Malaysian actress, Angie. Orang Kedah tu beb! Bangga sat.

The Thieves revolve around the professional group of thieves go to Macau on job to steal the $20 million diamond which known as 'Tear Of Sun' diamond. It is very unexpected turn as it do involved love story between Macau Park and Pepsi and my favourite part is between Simon Yam and Kim Hae Sook even the ending its not really satisfy me enough :'(. Dont trust a thief! I've learn a lot from this movie and this is the reality, don't trust people easily as anything can happen when it involved money. The story concentrate more to Macau Park revenged which really made me impress as he capable to do it alone with the help of others accidentally. I guess, it is a must-watch 2012 blockbuster and worth visit to cinema.




Okay, I do talk to much. Dui bu qi. After had a blast movies, we're further our date to the KFC to take our meals together. Am sharing my snack plate with Kyra while Ayu's with Claryssa. After finished all, we're rushing to UMSKK and I sleepover at Kyra's place. Ayu also join us!^^ She still got the same house it just like a different room. Tomorrow is the operation day for Ayu. Well, hopefully everything runs smoothly. Ameeennn...

Friday 12 October 2012

Sentap!

Today I get up on time even last night I've slept only for 2 hours. After got up from bed, manage to take my bath and still can sleep for awhile after texting Mya. 5 minutes tidur-tidur ayam had over, terus bersiap and had my 'heavy' breakfast! makan nasi derrr, ko hadooo?! :D on the way down going to Beta 6, I've made a call to Mya as am afraid she's not yet awake but got no answer. Then, she texting me saying that she just got up. Malu lettew nak bagi me dengar her husky vusky voice. :P That's why am prepared myself early even my lab class starts around 8.30am. I've noticed this when I saw her. 



We're learning how to use the SPSS software to make things easy in collecting data. Yeah, it's Statistic class bebehhh! When it comes to lab class, everyone become focus. FB-ing and onlining off course! It is a must. Tapi jangan sampai kantoi derrr. Madam ask us to key-in our data one by one and am kinda, seriously?! Why there's an 'Age' field there.. huh! Am just okay with it but I'm afraid people might be awkward when having me around especially for those who didn't noticed it yet. When the histogram result comes out, madam just like questioning, 'Who's 24?'. Am proudly raise my hand and admit it, 'Saya!'. Then she replied, 'Tuanya!'. I was like (-_____-)

Okay, merajuk seminit! kembali buat kerja maksiat, online! :P

Sunday 7 October 2012

Just Let Me Be

I have something to admit. Am really sorry to my lil Paulina as I kept crying during her B-day! I've tried to get rid of it (instead of respecting her-day) but I just couldn't help myself for being so sensitive. Am really touched since watching the videos collection of GenQ program even am not yet watching the 'Halaqah Sentuhan Kalbu' which relating to our parents sacrifice. Tears kept rolling as I realize how amazing was the Quran is and how beautiful Islam does. What make things worst, am wondering how Christian could realize and know more about the beauty of Islam and how brilliant was the Quran is rather than us as a Muslim itself. Shame on me!




Am about to cry and scream out loud in the rain for all those sins that I've made and really sorry for things that I've done. Seriously! Time hujan lak kan, lagi best. Someone please cut off the crap in my head! am just too imaginative. Am I deserve to be forgiven? Am going to change but how and where should I start? Am just blur and desperately need a guidance here. After the program, when the lights turn on we're manage to be around our team mate and I noticed Zaila's eyes swallowed. And am just guessing how am I looks like as I really tried my best to endure it. After that we're having our Tadarus things and each person of the group member started to recite the holy Quran and they might correct me if there's a Tajweed errors.


As I go back to Beta 3, I saw Athirah sat under Beta 6 maybe discussing something with the rest of two. Am planning to come down to get her after changing my cloth as it's been quite sometimes we haven't had a talk together. My tears coming out like cat and dogs especially when am having a soul-chat with her as she also cried out her problems but am the worst. I don't know why am exposing my secret to her and she knew everything bout me then. Okay, it's a lie, not all.  Am just helpless. Am sorry, I really need someone to say this out, how hopeless I am ;'( .

Wednesday 3 October 2012

October First

It's October first and it is a very special day to me and the rest of my family.  It's my mama's birthday! Did I mention today? nope kan? So, please don't get me wrong. I could only manage myself to wish mama via phone call and also in my social network sites. However, the most deep impact are below comments taken from my Facebook account :




Sangat touching when am starting to appear online and see all those feedback above especially for Salwa and Sher-sher, except my siblings :P. Really made me to appreciate my mama a lot and even she noticed that am not that type who easily expressed my feelings towards someone that I love well, she knew it she'll always be my loved one. I guess mentioning someone that you really love her/him is not necessary unless you act like you do love them through your action... but, I do learn to voice it out as am afraid of losing peoples around me as appreciation  even am noticed how stupid I was saying those word to them :P seriously~

Again, to Mrs Ku Aishah Bt Ku Sulaiman,
         had a very blast birthday ever and may happiness be around you... always! Thanks for the things that you've done to me for this recent years, I really adore you till the last breath of mine. Am really sorry for hurting you back then and even for the days forward. Am just blessed to have you around me. I love you! <3

Tuesday 2 October 2012

Staff CIMB Pun Ada Sense Of Humor

As am finished my Statistic tutorial early before the class, me and Mya spend our time at Megalab onlining. Plus, we're just love the air-cond environment there as it is hot in Labuan ;P. While scrolling off the FB timeline, my eyes kept pointing at Chip's status and goes the same to Mya. Suddenly, we laugh out loud without noticed we've been watching as we're in the public! terlupa sebentar kitorang at Megalab. Sumpah tak tahan, maafkan sia. Tak caya tengok kat bawah ;



Seriously tak sangka, pekerja CIMB sekelakar itu. For your information, Chip ni my long time secret admirer since my secondary school back at SMK Sultanah Bahiyah. Girl's school tetibe jumpa Boy's School jadi jakun jap an. Okay, do I need to tell this. Tak ada kena mengena okay?!!