Tuesday 24 December 2013

Fight Laziness, Let's Study!

In the name of Allah, most gracious and most merciful. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, praise and blessings be upon His messenger.

I have start studying and one of my fella ask me to go to the library and here we are now. Kinda bored somehow as yeah, my first day studying I guess. I just do my one-page note only from 10.00am-1.00pm. What an achievement! *clap*

Another 6 days left for our first final exam paper and yet, I don't feel any. Seriously. Plus, we still have one group project left and the due will be at the end of this year. I'll knock your door during the new year's countdown sir, no worries :P



Thanks my lovely Ira as she gave me this which I see as a booster to push me, studying. She gave me since yesterday, and I would like to wish all the viewers all the best in your study too for your upcoming exam.

Bittaufiq wan najah! Rabbuna yusahhil wa yunajjih lak!

Monday 23 December 2013

Dreaming Someone

In the name of Allah, most gracious and most merciful. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, praise and blessings be upon His messenger.

Recently I've been dreaming bout someone and even last night. I'm shocked, hell yes! It's something abnormal as I use not to dream about a guy before. Is it a sign? Hurm, I've noticed recently I keep thinking bout this such a while. This might be because of I'm in high confusion of accepting someone who's approaching me recently.

The first dreamt happened few month ago, am with someone that I didn't know even though the status was someone that I know. Sounds weird kan? Oh well, lemme just keep it for myself. The second guy, I've been dreaming bout him twice but last night I feel like he's close to me. Plus, I did know him.

Thus why am afraid of sleeping at night, and this is my second nights I have after my busy-shitty weeks previously.

O Allah, please guide me, protect me from all of this harm. As if it has been stated am with someone, please smooth everything and let me accept whoever he is for the sake of you.

Sunday 22 December 2013

Cried in Laugh

In the name of Allah, most merciful, most gracious. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, praise and blessings be upon His Messenger.

Me and my friends planning to attend the Malaysian Première Movie, Ustaz Mu Tunggu Aku Datang!  as it featuring Ustaz Azhar Idris (UIA) for FREE! Since we're so bored and nothing else to do (escaping from the assignment for awhile) we proceed with the plan plus, this is the time where we wanted to treasure watching altogether with besties for this semester.



Going to the cafe earlier to get my dinner as it's been 3 days haven't eat rice. However, I already order my hotdog cheese burger, thanks to Miy and Una who influenced me :P and end up am having both! Dah gaya macam kebulur tak makan sebulan kekdahnya.

After all have gathered, we're heading to Podium D while chatting along the way. It took about 3-4 minutes late and the hall already dark as they already rolled on the film.

We're laugh out loud watching the movies and we really do enjoy it very much. Watching movies with crowded might let you to laugh extra loud compared to watching alone but nevertheless, the message really touched deep down in my heart. I cried most of the time, and yes, I really do... Hence, the laughing only to cover the fact that am crying.

Yeah, I'm a bit upset with myself recently, thus why I've been exposing myself to few religion-based reading and allocate as many resources I could to enhance my knowledge regarding Islam. Yeah, most everyday and night I've cried for it whenever I watch few videos regarding the topics.

I really wanna be a good muslimah to represent Islam as my own way of life and even thinking of doing dakwah as well as a duty of the chosen khalifah. However, am so afraid of the fact that I've committed so much sin before and amma deserve to be the one and part of them? I'd rather took the long path for it as long as I know, where amma standing to.

Please pray hard for me may Allah have granted strengths and giving me hidayah to constantly doing what I wanna do.

Monday 23 September 2013

Kayaking for the First Time at Labuan

In the name of Allah, most gracious and most merciful. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, praise and blessings be upon His Messenger.

Finally I capable to join canoe program hosting by the Mosque Committee which under surveillance by the Civil Defense Department (JPAM) even tough am waking up a lil bit late, phewww~ Hey, it's my first time I could put my hands on the canoe ever since am staying here for the rest two years in Labuan for god sake!

We've been instruct to gather in front of the G-shop before moving together to the campus beach for the activity. Later then, after performing our Dhuha pray together am excluding we're doing warm up which conducted by Yanto.

After the brief talk about the safety by JPAM, then, here it goes... kayaking time! However, since there wasn't enough canoe, me and my friends decided to take the 2nd round session. So, while waiting, were playing volleyball together with Una, Kc, Miy and A'an.

When it comes to our turn, Miy doesn't want to join us as her arm cramped due to the effect of playing volleyball. Still, I wanna experience canoeing here in Labuan with few friends of mine and we choose to have triple-seat-canoe and I'll be in the middle.

How funny it was when thinking of the canoe getting over us upside-down as we haven't noticed the huge wave in front us. As soon as am getting A'an as am eager to know bout her condition, as the canoe was over her and I can still enjoyed the moment for real. Weirdo!

However, the incident won't let us down. We continue across the ocean and put a 'spell' while we're rowing the canoe. Left... right... left... right... left... right repeatedly so that we could keep rowing accordingly, hahaha... Rowing till we lead among all of the group and then we stopped as if we're tired of rowing.

As there's still got 1 hour and a half, am accompanying A'an to play with the beach. It's been a long time I haven't swim and finally I could! We enjoy playing with Dayah and the juniors too.


Row for R4BIA, four to show our support towards them.


The post event pics were taken from the photographer of the day, Jafar Darma. The compilation video was credited to him as well, enjoy!





After taking lunch together, we're went off back to the hostel. Thanks to Una as she kindly send me to the hostel with the motorcycle as she knew how unfortunate my condition was. 

Since I've experienced canoe previously back then at Langkawi when am representing my school, I knew the basic and I haven't had the difficulties to handle the situation especially when the canoe went upside-down. Luckily my arms haven't suffering as am no longer a sports person now. *sigh*

Overall, I like the way they approach these juniors and how they manage to minimize the gap in between us. How I really wish to join any of such activities in future then. May these ukhwah fillah remain and blessings be upon us all. Ameen.

Friday 20 September 2013

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Monday 9 September 2013

Back to Labuan

In the name of Allah, most gracious and most merciful. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, praise and blessings be upon His Messenger.

I can't sleep well the whole night as am concerning lotsa things that could ever happen to me, end up am waking up a lil bit late. *sigh*. In a blink, I pulled out myself to dressed up properly, packing up my stuff before am checking out.

Since it is still about an hour from the schedule time, am planning to see Abang Ayie for the last goodbye and how I really owed him to death! I'd like to thank him in many ways as I believe sincerity is something that we couldn't compared with money.

However, I've failed to meet him even am trying my best to find him for couple of hours. My bad, am still stick with my principle not to ask/give hp numbers which I realize I loss something here.

After asking here and there and nobody seems able to help me, I've decided to head of to KLIA. Yeah, my first time experiencing the LRT-journey alone as G's not around to assist me. Hey, I've made it anyway, I can do it on my own eventually!

I don't know what's on earth am into as I'm so-confident to buy KLIA ekspress ticket instead of KLIA transit. It cost me RM30++ kot. Plus, am not damn late though. Can still catch up my plane what? This is the most critical moment whenever you have the missed-out-plane experience and believe it or not, I never wanted to choose AirAsia for this while lah. Since MAS got offer, so why not? Am not that rich though.

Bye-bye $$$, please continuously giving birth!

Am arrived extra early and since this is my first experience having my route from Kuala Lumpur, I didn't even know where I have to start. Where I wanna put my luggage, how to do the kiosk check-in, where I have to wait and so and so.

The check in kiosk part, I've been trying few times and fails for each trial. I even don't know each terms use for the details required. And worst of all, am so arrogant to humbly asking the staff there. Well, I never wanted acting like I-don't-know any in front of strangers as am afraid they might take this for granted plus with the lone ranger am engaging into.

Since there's a lotsa times left, am googling, observing people and have this kinda watch and learn attitude like I used to be and finally I managed it. Praise to Allah. He had ease everything.

Here's what I've done when I live in the boredom and how does the environment created by The Almighty had impressed me. Subhanallah. How amazed I was walking around the airport and met lotsa people with lotsa attitude.

Kinda cool huh?

It's getting darker, it will rain. Hopefully everything went well.

I love to see those ingoing and outgoing plane since my childhood, I don't know why I impressed those things can fly. Seriously.


After am lingering around, doing my observation for my next move since am so ashamed of asking people something that I didn't know (It's not like I didn't know where to, it just that the counter hasn't open yet), I've already put my things to be kept and this is my first time am just carrying my handbag for god sake and with my arm around me.

Yeah, am sitting next to the window and I was soooo excited!


See who's next to my seat? Well, not next actually, we're just being separated with the middle seat who's invisible :P. I've meet her before, while we're waiting together at the departure hall, and how coincident it was, our seat is just in the same row!

Hi! my name is Fiza, the cutest junior ever...

I took a cab after reached there at Labuan Airport and we've split up since her friend wanted to fetch her and there's no way I could be apart of them as they have already filled the car. Chill, nothing personal.. I'm okay though.

Reach KAL safely and luckily my room-mate already arrived even though she's not in the room when am arrived so I decided to pick my things up from the store while waiting for her. Hey, It's Mar and am so glad to be her room-mate. 

Monday 19 August 2013

Windows Explorer Keep Popping Up

In the name of Allah, most gracious and most merciful. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, praise and blessings be upon His Messenger.

The clock shows around 3.37am, yet am still wide awake during this hour. As the Malay might said this as buang tebiat but am not staying up for no reason for sure. Unless during my campus life.Trying my very best to help my friend figure out what actually happened to her lappy as she ask me to.

Thanks for the trust babe. xoxo.

While waiting for sooooo long, I capable to update my blog. Not only blogging, I can still cooking fish chips as my  'supper'. See, how long does it takes to complete the whole task? Sabau jo lah...

Well, actually, I couldn't figure out yet, but am one step ahead. Ya know, the window explorer repeatedly popping up each time so I couldn't even open a single file but am working on it and am eager to know and find the solution with my own.

Told ya!

However, credited to Kaido for patiently answering my question. You're such an awesome dude!

It such a new things for me formatting lappy as before this while I was studying Computer System at Perwaja Technology Institute previously, haven't had the chance to complete my lesson on how to fix on it as I decided to further my study at Polytechnic doing business.

Yeah, who knew I end up in this IT field majoring ecommerce which combine all of my things? :P Allah is the only mastermind, He arranged everything accordingly with such reason kan? I guess it's the best time for me to study IT seriously afterwards...

Okay, gotta go continue what I've started then. Bye for now.

Tuesday 30 July 2013

The Bad Day Will Pass Anyway

In the name of Allah, most gracious and most merciful. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, praise and blessings be upon His Messenger.

Actually am reluctant to go back to Penang as my shift supposed to be at night. I don't know how to confront them and what awaits me there for the whole night. At first, I can feel like chillin' all over me and don't-know-what-to-talk syndrome occurred.

However, at the middle of the night they treat me well. Even tough I refuse to eat on 12am but Aida force me to. Thanks for Mama and Abah for the pulut durian she gave me, it makes me full for the whole night. Credit to Wak too for the yellow mellow durian.

It would be nicer as if there's a coconut milk + sugar


Luckily that night, lots of fabric need to be tested that night, so it doesn't feel like really that awkward. Am tryin' ma best to improvised my performances even tough there's lack in something here and there. Doing overlock for couple of hours, and I feel like my ass already shaped like the seat.

How it really feels good as if there's a cushion seat somewhere :(

When we used to go back, Ira waited for me while she's holding the door till I've done settling my job. Touched! *teary eyes*. The bad day will pass anyway, tomorrow gonna be even better. In sha Allah~

P/s: Hopefully the incident happened to Ira does not related with me at all, as someone use to flat the car tyre by purpose.

Sunday 21 July 2013

First Time Breaking Fast With Family

In the name of Allah, most gracious and most merciful. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, peace and blessings be upon His messenger.

Almost forget to blog out bout this, journey with those beautiful lab girls. I've been told that I shouldn't do my OT as I have to join the balik kampung trip to Besout, Perak. Yeah, am carving to meet the beautiful family of Ayumi Sakaro and here I am!

The feeling of not doing OT on Saturday is a bit awkward but yet I felt relieved after what had happened lately. I wanna just put a smile on my face to turn on the mood. Tried to pulled out the excitement for reaching 3++ GPA.

Am so damn happy as I really felt like am around my family, as the whole family of Ayumi gathered together breaking the fast under one roof for a night. Everyone were excited especially Yoku Ating as she's been in-charge to cook Bakso during that time. Plus, she's teaching me on how to cook it as well. *take note*

my all time favourite, nyum nyumm~

They were chitchatting all night even without me. Me? am sleeping without taking my bath as I haven't had enough sleep. So damn true, we're moving couple of hours right after am getting back from work!

As I sleep on-time and normally I used to awake after 6 hours sleep and around 2am am already wide awake. Guess what am doing? After taking my bath, am continue eating Bakso silently laahhh, hahhahaha.

It's funny whenever am thinking of the incident where Mak (Ayumi's mother) rushing to the kitchen when she thought that she forgot to turn off the stove. Dah macam lari 100meter lak :D.

After that am giving a hand helping them to prepare the Sahoor menu that day. Blessed.

When the sun rise, we went to Tanjung Malim to buy Eidfitri cloths for Yoku Ating's family as she'll be back to Sabah celebrating with them all. It takes a lot of times and efforts to satisfy her but then it's worth waiting as the price were cheaper then any other place in Penang!

While we're heading back, we drop by at Kellie's Castle as they knew how I really wanna go there someday. Even tough it was closed, they still wanna snap pics so that the memory will remain among the four of us.

With my lovely Yoku Ating, isn't she's pretty?

Poxing kat luar pun jadilah kan kan kan?

P/s: Touched. Mak cried for us when we're about to leave the house. Till we meet again Mak, I love you so. *missing my family damn much* :'(

Friday 19 July 2013

One Is Not Enough, Yeah Man?

In the name of Allah, most gracious and most merciful. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, praise and blessings be upon His Messenger.

Hey peeps! Yeah, I noticed... it's been quite some times haven't updating my blog. Am working night shift these whole week and I guess you knew how does it feels like when you're not sleep at night right? Even got the same quantity of time but the quality of sleep doesn't seems like equal. That is why we shouldn't against our biological clock... 

Tetibe, sebelum ni tak pa pon! :P

Back to basic, while scrolled down the Facebook timeline my eyes keep pointing at my former friend's status. As I read the whole comments, I saw this name. Who is Dayana actually? I've tried narrowing my so called research then I found that she is Ashraf Muslim's wife. Such a stalker! hahhaaaa...

Why they've been trending in these timeline? Finally I knew, He married for the second time. In Malay, we used to call poligami, in other words as if a husband have more than one wife.

It's not the point here but the things is am so attracted to her writing as she tried to express her feeling towards what she had been through. Check this out!

Deeply sorry as it is in Malay language :'(

Touched huh? How beautiful her words was kan? See, this is the good example of expressing one feelings to the public. Very the ethical, ya know? Such a professional person. I do respect her personally.

Am not a lady whom against a man married more than one, seriously... but the things is as if am the first one laahhh. Aci mintak lak dah kan? As if am against it, am the one whom object sunnah Rasulullah as the man used to as the lame reason why they remarried. Hmm. 

I see poligami as a very bad good action, but when it comes to marriage the second wife in Thailand silently without the first wife noticed was not a wise one.

As a man with dignity, they should implement the good intention with the right way. 

Rather than pointing to the poligami thingy, you better concern on the broader issues like people who practising sex without having any relation. That's why am wondering why they kept debating on poligami but then do they allowing their husband having a mistress behind their back?

Be patient,.. gold umbrella awaits you there.

Wednesday 1 May 2013

Keep It or Burst It Out?

In the name of Allah, most gracious and most merciful. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, praise and blessings be upon His messenger.

I don't know why does these uneasy feelings pop-up when someone criticize something regarding your friend. Reluctant huh? But hey, you have to respect others when they voicing out their disappointment towards someone even not all the time you agreed with him/her. Somehow you had to keep it as a secret ethically as you don't have any idea how much they do have faith in you. Don't tried to fuelled up the fire in between them by acting like delivering whatever he/she told you towards the one that he/she unsatisfied with. Such a big NO!

That's one of the reason why does people keep on looking for me even from my secondary school up till now on just for the sake of to be heard, to ease their burden they've carried on. Alhamdulillah, thanks for the appreciation. *perasan!*

However, I myself couldn't help it to experienced these feelings whereby I wanna shout and scream out loud. Seriously. Please, just ignored what am crapping in my recent tweets as if you happens to see it sounds like referring to someone else cause I felt like I can't endure it any much longer. It is so unbearable! It's gonna explode somehow.


But above all, am trying to educate myself not to be anyone else doubt. I'll certainly try my best to complete all of my task according to time, in sha Allah... By hook or by crook, am trying to finished it all anyway even I took quite sometimes to do it. As if I couldn't manage it, am straight away admit it better than people who admit doing it but actually didn't do any. Which one is better?

I know, for a person who has left the study field for quite sometimes, it is a bit hard for me to adapt with the environment (Lambat pick-up). Thus, I probably have revising something earlier before to clarify my understanding. I never ever ask and begging someone to do my part and understand my work force. Everyone had their own problem and work right? This is why self-consideration is so much important. 

Alhamdulillah, I never regret of having a Diploma background. I guess, they're doing much better than others.  It does not cool at all even if you took a shortcut to do your degree compared to us but actually you couldn't do any. #eh? Not all of them for sure, I just randomly tell ya this. 

How experience are the best teacher ever huh?

P/s: Remember, once you're pointing to others the rest of the four fingers pointing at you. That's the reason why am so afraid of complaining about others whenever am not that so-perfect and so-good enough.

Monday 22 April 2013

Weren't His Missing Rib

In the name of Allah, most gracious and most merciful. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, praise and blessings be upon His messenger.

Tried to sleep but I couldn't. My eyes were wide open as I kept thinking of him, starring at those images of him in front of me. I thought, the action of listening to our 'compilation album' which contain all of the love songs he ever dedicated to me, will made me recall the sweet memories we had been through together but end up with dripping eyes.

Even while am typing out this entry, the tears come flowing out of me non-stop-ly. It's getting worst as if I've heard the Lelaki Ini by Anuar Zain, one of the lullabies songs supposed to be that he ever sang for me. Am crying out loud but with my palms over and somehow I bite my double cloth blanket hard so that I won't wake my roomate up.

I still remember, how funny he was when he's talking with my friends and ask them, 'Mana sayang saya?' when he wanted to speak with me. How funny he's pronouncing those Arab character while he's reciting Al-Fatihah, how funny he was asking me what cloths to wear during his class and how funny he was asking me on how many scoops needed to cook a rice. I missed those things very much!

Put his white t-shirt on since yesterday, hoping that the smell of him could vanished out my gallons of missing towards him. I wish I could cuddled the Mr Bean's teddy that he gave me before so that I feel recharged and wake up with tough and strong spirit again on the next day.

Normally I used to write a love letter for him each year for a special day like this but I refused to do it today. I feel a bit miserable as amma on the month, which I couldn't do any for him. What I can do is, asking the Boss help to pray for him in front of Kaabah. Alhamdulillah...



Oh Allah, forgive me for kept remembering him. It's not like I couldn't accept the fact that you're taking him with you but I really love this man and how I just hope that you could send him in my dreams once saying that he's okay at least. And how I really appreciate those seconds you've lend him for me even for a while as I know you knew better above all. Tough he weren't mine, but he's my first love and normally first love would remain.

I wonder, if I weren't his missing rib then, who's rib I've been created into? Al-Fatihah~

The 5th Anniversary

In the name of Allah, most gracious and most merciful. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, praise and blessings be upon His messenger.

Hey, it is April 21! Don't you think time flies damn fast huh? Happy 5th Anniversary to my beloved Mr Processor! Every heartbeats is still yours up till now and I'm pretty sure that you'll always on the top in a place named heart <3

May you rest peacefully there and please don't you dare to flirt around with those beautiful angels up there huh? I've promised to always recite Quran and pray for you as much as I could for your own good sake much often than I used to be. In shaa Allah...


Friday 12 April 2013

Chemistry Mystery

In the name of Allah, most gracious and  most merciful. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, peace and blessings be upon His messenger.

I wonder, have you ever felt that someone whom really close with you even tough you realize that at the first place you haven't that close with him/her? I mean, it is not the matter of time, how long you get to know him/her but it is because of the chemistry you guys fallen into.

I did felt that way whenever am with him cause am freely talk something that I couldn't tell others. Seriously, am still that secretive person. He even mentioned that whenever he's with me, he felt like he's with his families.

Praise to Allah, He send me someone who can heard and seen me for who I am. I can feel the peace and secure around me but people might think it differently as if you had an opposite gender as your close one. Hmmm... typical malaysian I guess.

I don't care about others perceptions, I just concern on how I may look in front of Allah itself. As He knew me even better. Husnudzon buddies!

Thursday 11 April 2013

Freaked Out Moment

In the name of Allah, most gracious and most merciful. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, peace and blessings be upon His messenger.

There are only three of us left, so we decided to mess around either at Menara or library. We separated as I'd really really love to stay at the library while Az and Su was going to the Menara 8C. I was patiently searched for my assignment sources while appearing online. Okay, itu benda wajib! :P

Finally I can manage myself to perform my Asr prayer jamaah even am the only muslimah in the mosque. Wo-wo please don't freaked out! The most incredible things is am being an imaam for Maghrib prayer as Az ask me to whenever am joining them at Menara. :O



I don't feel like I deserved it. There's a lot more things I need to improve. Am not perfect tough but amma honoured when people do offered me. Thanks Az for the faith you have in me.

Enjoying our dinner at Sri Lada, as the cafe was not operated during this mid sem break. Hell Heck yeah? It's mid sem break kot, not like final one! Pity the rest who don't have transportation. Luckily Odah left her car for us. Thanks sweetie!

Monday 8 April 2013

Tanjung Mas visit

In the name of Allah, most gracious and most merciful. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, praise and blessings be upon His messenger.

It's my second day am here at Malacca. Blessed. Am so happy with my new so called family. They treat me well as am apart of them. Begin the day with variety instant breakfast, also got Lontong but not prepared by auntie. They just bought it and how amma supposed to expect that they might cook something special as they have just hosting a wedding reception yesterday?

We're helping them to do mini gotong-royong to clean up the messed caused from the reception. We're in charge for brushing up the outdoor tiles for the whole house. Kinda tired but we do enjoy whatever things we're done together kan girls?

Going out as we planned, headed to Tanjung Mas. While on the way there, we have few selfies pic together with Kara but the image of the driver still could pop-up somewhat. However, I refuse to attach together as am afraid that people will copy the in-attitude action. bhahaha...


Photogedik!

VVIP's coming!


Meet my car, and my unofficial driver, Kara.

Nak sentuh jugak!

This is us, crapping around! :D


Seems like we're coming at the right time as there will be held a talk with Tun M tonight but we're in rush, couldn't join them in. No wonder there's a lot of people and police keep escorting the site.

Done touring around Tanjung Mas, we're headed to Muar Mosque to perform our Maghrib there. Okay, previously we do perform our Asr there too but the pics kinda messed up. So, see for yourself then.

The funniest part is while waiting, we still able to snap pics like kid, running here and there just to make it memorable for us. Play a lot, huh? Come on, it's cool around here, how come we just say NO?!



Listening to the non-stop-talking lady :/
the camwhoring ladies!


Bride to be? :P

Peace yo!

My head got hit with a big rock, so no wonder I can't stand still.

Does the i-City at Shah Alam or Muar?


 At night, we're sending off Kara at the Muar bus station as right after we're finished our prayer. We're struggling deep down inside to let her go but we believe that we're gonna meet her sooner or later, in sha Allah.

On the way back, we manage to drop by at the nearby supermarket to buy groceries before going to Opah's house. We're capable to have girls talk together and appreciate the gifted times well. I knew, Bul really wanted to talk something to me like she used to be.

Stay calm darling, Allah will always there for you.

When we arrived there at Opah's house, there were few cousins of Bul too while their eyes keep watching the ABP-BH. I'm not used to watch television as much and then am chitchatting with Opah as I've missed my late Tok very much. I even offered her my massage services.

Did I ever told ya that am good at massaging? ;)

Sunday 7 April 2013

Bul's Bro Wedding Reception

In the name of Allah, most gracious and most merciful. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, peace and blessings be upon His messenger.

As am awake, I could see the 'TV3' memos on the desk. Enough to make me smile. Thanks Nana for staying up late at night for the sake of helping me out. I owed you a lot! Sorry for disturbing your quality of time to sleep as I really need to see you before my leave.

Moving out from home a bit late as I've promised. Sick of travelling, damn tired! Rushing to BTS. BTS or TSB what so ever, still the same as it' funny to think of how am having a silly argument with G regarding the location's name. Blerrrrghh! This was my first experience taking bus here so not to mention how freaked out I was back then. Very airport-ish style. :O

I can't imagine that am waiting patiently for about an hours as my ticket supposed to be around 10.45am. Hell heck yeah! That's the reason why am playing Plant vs Zombie to fill in the gap in between. Bulat kept calling and texting me as she's trying to estimate what time I'll be around Muar as it is nearer to Sungai Rambai compared to Malacca Central.

As usual, my battery won't last for hours as it loops on the half way of my journey. Sorry, my life would turn out to be boring as if I didn't hear music. Am so helpless! Safely arrived around 1pm. Need to wait for another minutes as I couldn't inform Bul, waiting at the same place as before.

Suddenly I saw few people waving at me inside a car, pretending to ignore but then when I realized it was them, am quickly grab my bags on. Yeah, it is Toyata Wish kot, the so called car to be mine in future later kot. Perasan!

Thanks to Allah, they've had come after 30 minutes or else am end up dying with loads of people there.

Luckily the car got no tinted mirror, or else I'll change my wedding theme kurung right away. I knew, how bad they were to have the same theme colour to be captured altogether during the photoshoot especially for a moment like this. Since we only had the chance to met once in a blue moon.

Heading to a bakery shop to take the wedding cake. I thought all the things had arranged accordingly, how come the wedding cake had been overlooked? I felt bad for them in a sudden as I tend to come a bit late and doing nothing.

Setting up the double-storey cake as soon as I arrived there instead of changing my blue kurung. I should, because the bride and the groom already welcoming our arrival there :P

Perghhhhh... meleleh siot!

 Tried to waste my time as I really hate crowded circumstances am going to dive into as normally it is countable how often am going to wedding reception tough. Prefer to stay in the room more but come to think of Kara's waiting for me, I've tried to make it fast. Even not so fast actually -_-

Almost forgot to introduce you to my best-girlfriends ever on planet Earth! Cantik kan mereka-mereka ini? ;')
Boleh jua kalo Auntie mau join, :P

As am coming out from the 'hive' late, could only manage to capture this for your view. I was like about to join them grabbing for the candies too but thinking of wearing this heels with kurung, I can only wished for it. Kang tak memasal ada suara sumbang mengatakan, 'Buang tebiat gamaknya orang tu  ni!' kang merana badan lak.

Enjoying myself watching over two love birds in front of me on the pelamin. Both are meant to be together, as the Malay phrase goes, 'sama cantik sama padan'. Subhanallah!

Threwing candies, #Johorian style I guess.
The host in the house,
Bul's really had such a wonderful family! <3

Am not really there into the event flow as my mind kept thinking of my beloved brother and his friends as he kept mentioning he's about to come earlier before and I was waiting for him like crazy as I really missed him so! Eating the menus served in front of me while my eyes starring around the main entrance.

As soon as he called me, am waving my hands towards him and left my plate containing half of Nasi Minyak with Ayam Golek and unlisted menus behind and walking towards him. I felt sorry for Kara, as I left her behind eating alone. My bad! I was too happy to meet him anyway hopefully she do understand. Thus, am invited them to join us as Kara didn't even mind. So, open table buddy!

Special appearance of the day, commandos in da house!!

Am trying to treat them well, equally as my friends. But yeah, somehow you'll probably missed out things off. Sorry.

They were so interested to be chat with, however am so sick of one of Din's friends who kept asking me my friend's numbers. That's why Bul's walked out from the circle. Blerrgggghhhhh! But he's dam funny! I still remember how Zana and him arguing about Palapes-Army thingy as she's a Palapes herself from UUM. Am back off as I didn't know any. :P

As am so concentrated chatting with my dear and his sweetheart which is my Mama's on the phone, Zana asked me to snap few pictures together as she's about to leave. Luckily Din understand me well and he'll allowing  me to join her as he knows how uncomfortable I was to leave him behind. Thnaks :')

There's so much pictures of us, so I decided to do animated gif format. But don't get too excited, not all of them are included! bhahahhahah...


With the both mempelai the movie, :P

The fantastic four bersanding, finally~
Eh eh, Boleh lak dak Haziq ni mengacau.
Nak interframe jugak ke cemana ni?
Bagus, duduk dendiam kat bawah yer?

Eh, dia angkut geng lah pulokkk!
Well, I just hope the pelamin would not collapsed for sure real :P

Enough is enough kan? Din and co had to leave, followed by Zana while Kara planning to go after them. I'll probably left alone :'(. But then, it just my luck as there's no after 8pm bus ticket to JB, wehooooo! Can have a pillow talks with my beloved lah!

Totally in love with them <3

I bet there's a load of works await us for these few days ahead. Bye for now, xoxo :D

P/s; It is funny thinking of how Zana been caught red handed as Auntie didn't know she's going out with her boyfriend. She quickly ran away from Bul and haven't had the chance to meet Auntie as she's avoiding from being lectured by her mother. LOL.

Thursday 14 March 2013

Unexpected Birthday Celebration

In the name of Allah, most gracious and most merciful. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, peace and blessings be upon His Messenger.

It's sick when you trying to hold your back to cover the uncover things you've plan for few days off. Yeah, we're planning for celebrating Odek's birthday but we never show him we noticed. But we've made it anyway! :)

I've prepared the Italian Spaghetti Bolognese again and this is my first-time-cooking especially to a boy-friends here at UMSKAL. I never imagined to cook once for them but come to think of my intention to contribute something, I just do it.

Even tough I felt like it's bitter as I put too much garlic inside, but seems like they like it and even couldn't detect it. Or dorang just nak jaga hati? duhhh... I guess it will be the last time tough :P

Antara Tok Dalang yang terlibat

He didn't expect us to celebrate his birthday tough as Az the one who ask him and my 'twin', Erwan for a kick-off meet up. He just noticed when he found out there's nobody around in the dark podium. LOL kan?

Tak taw pasaipa muka dia ni bercahaya, lighting kah cemana...
Seriously, I feel like wanna choke him in real. As he always wanted to call up my name often during the class but when I looked at him he's refering to my twin, Erwan since we got the same name. Saja nak bagi kite perasan, geram sangat!

Takpe, kite wat rileks hisap rokok sebatang dua as if when it comes to the right timing am gonna pay him a revenge! Lucky him, I had to cancelled my plan to use the dirty method since we're held it in the podium.

Eh, ada orang kelihatan gemuk walaupun belum makan kek, apakah?!

Well, I just hope people whom not invited don't take take it seriously as if they manage to see this. We just wanna have a very small celebration. As if we manage to know that the loan debited to our account earlier by today for sure we'll probably inviting the rest.

Plus, it's not my intention to keep it away from people's acknowledgement but since am carrying someone else secret, so am responsible enough to keep it silent. Am keeping their's, not mine. So, how you expect me to revealed it?

I told Odah this once she feel so uneasy as Adam posted the pictures right away on fb for viewing, 'Don't care too much cause you might hurt yourself even more'. Peace :')

Tuesday 5 March 2013

Sulu Gunmen Already Arrived Here In Labuan?!

In the name of Allah, Most Merciful, Most Gracious. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, peace and blessings be upon His Messenger.

I've heard rumours spreading saying that a group of Sulu gunmen invaded Labuan to get the weapons from the Air force, is it? I also heard about Anthony who had been blocked by few strangers too while he's going out to town, what was actually happened?

Touch down, touch down! Get ready everybody.

I was not really there in the Mandarin class as am so eager to find out the answers for the questions displayed in my mind. Okay, I get it! I shouldn't listen to rumours as they creating lies and started the fuel of panic between us. Just lemme assume that way, please.

I wanted to sleep early, so that my mind was not blown out any further. However, the sound of busy air traffic kept annoyed me. I was worried as am thinking of my brother, hope he just fine and not listed among them who involved for the mission.

Okay, bye! #PrayForLahadDatu

Monday 4 March 2013

Safety Concern

In the name of Allah, Most Merciful, Most Gracious. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, peace and blessings be upon His Messenger.

Recently people kept asking, concerning about my condition and the latest updates regarding the current issues arise here in the Borneo Island. Alhamdulillah, everything is still under control here in Labuan, since we're quite far from Lahad Datu incident.


See, how important amma to them.
I guess am that adorable, ahaks!

However, we need to bring out our IC and matric card elsewhere as if we're gone outting to town as the police might had roadblock and mopping out surveillance around the city and local village for their precautionary measures to ensure the safety of the Labuan district.

Anyway, I wanted to take this opportunity to congrats my brother, Megat Izzuddin who had officially become a commando yesterday. He tried to reach me but yeah, he should noticed that my phone was in a bad conditions as I couldn't hear any incoming calls and texts.

Am so sorry as I couldn't and none of us came during your passing day ceremony and I wanted to let you know that we're so proud of you. I guess it is a valuable birthday gift that you deserved to. Do take care of the nation as well as people counted on you, be a man with a pride.

Well, deep down inside, I hope he's not counted as the responsible commando troops for the missions  revolving the conflict :'( #PrayForLahadDatu