Me and my friends planning to attend the Malaysian Première Movie, Ustaz Mu Tunggu Aku Datang! as it featuring Ustaz Azhar Idris (UIA) for FREE! Since we're so bored and nothing else to do (escaping from the assignment for awhile) we proceed with the plan plus, this is the time where we wanted to treasure watching altogether with besties for this semester.
Going to the cafe earlier to get my dinner as it's been 3 days haven't eat rice. However, I already order my hotdog cheese burger, thanks to Miy and Una who influenced me :P and end up am having both! Dah gaya macam kebulur tak makan sebulan kekdahnya.
After all have gathered, we're heading to Podium D while chatting along the way. It took about 3-4 minutes late and the hall already dark as they already rolled on the film.
We're laugh out loud watching the movies and we really do enjoy it very much. Watching movies with crowded might let you to laugh extra loud compared to watching alone but nevertheless, the message really touched deep down in my heart. I cried most of the time, and yes, I really do... Hence, the laughing only to cover the fact that am crying.
Yeah, I'm a bit upset with myself recently, thus why I've been exposing myself to few religion-based reading and allocate as many resources I could to enhance my knowledge regarding Islam. Yeah, most everyday and night I've cried for it whenever I watch few videos regarding the topics.
I really wanna be a good muslimah to represent Islam as my own way of life and even thinking of doing dakwah as well as a duty of the chosen khalifah. However, am so afraid of the fact that I've committed so much sin before and amma deserve to be the one and part of them? I'd rather took the long path for it as long as I know, where amma standing to.
Please pray hard for me may Allah have granted strengths and giving me hidayah to constantly doing what I wanna do.
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