Wednesday 1 May 2013

Keep It or Burst It Out?

In the name of Allah, most gracious and most merciful. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, praise and blessings be upon His messenger.

I don't know why does these uneasy feelings pop-up when someone criticize something regarding your friend. Reluctant huh? But hey, you have to respect others when they voicing out their disappointment towards someone even not all the time you agreed with him/her. Somehow you had to keep it as a secret ethically as you don't have any idea how much they do have faith in you. Don't tried to fuelled up the fire in between them by acting like delivering whatever he/she told you towards the one that he/she unsatisfied with. Such a big NO!

That's one of the reason why does people keep on looking for me even from my secondary school up till now on just for the sake of to be heard, to ease their burden they've carried on. Alhamdulillah, thanks for the appreciation. *perasan!*

However, I myself couldn't help it to experienced these feelings whereby I wanna shout and scream out loud. Seriously. Please, just ignored what am crapping in my recent tweets as if you happens to see it sounds like referring to someone else cause I felt like I can't endure it any much longer. It is so unbearable! It's gonna explode somehow.


But above all, am trying to educate myself not to be anyone else doubt. I'll certainly try my best to complete all of my task according to time, in sha Allah... By hook or by crook, am trying to finished it all anyway even I took quite sometimes to do it. As if I couldn't manage it, am straight away admit it better than people who admit doing it but actually didn't do any. Which one is better?

I know, for a person who has left the study field for quite sometimes, it is a bit hard for me to adapt with the environment (Lambat pick-up). Thus, I probably have revising something earlier before to clarify my understanding. I never ever ask and begging someone to do my part and understand my work force. Everyone had their own problem and work right? This is why self-consideration is so much important. 

Alhamdulillah, I never regret of having a Diploma background. I guess, they're doing much better than others.  It does not cool at all even if you took a shortcut to do your degree compared to us but actually you couldn't do any. #eh? Not all of them for sure, I just randomly tell ya this. 

How experience are the best teacher ever huh?

P/s: Remember, once you're pointing to others the rest of the four fingers pointing at you. That's the reason why am so afraid of complaining about others whenever am not that so-perfect and so-good enough.