Sunday 27 January 2013

Battlefield

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, and peace and blessings be upon His Messenger.

Well, am arrived home safely last week and I had the chance to meet my whole family members except for Megat Izzuddin. He's the eldest brother that I had after me, get what I mean? Yeah, I know, he's been out there re-recruiting as an army for Commando post. Commando?! 

Yup, I know, recruiting as an army already tough and it's getting toughest when you're in Commando. Well, we do ask him to choose the same as Abah's but he refuse. I know, he did it for the sake of the money as he knew exactly how was actually the financial crisis revolving around his family. Touched! :'(

He'd rather hurt himself just because of tired been unaffordable all the time. He mentally tortured and Mama was the one who responsible to boost him up. Yeah, he may find me too but somehow, Mama was everything to him which I couldn't compete with. However, am the closest sisters he had :D


Told ya! dah macam bride-to-be lak

Finally he called after a few month disappeared. He borrowed the phone from public people there. LOL! Thought he's already finished it up but then still undergo the training. Last time he ask me to pray for his succeed and off course, I'll never forget to pray for my family's wellness even for seconds. They're always be my priority, the top one!

I called his girlfriend later on to ask about her condition. Guess what? She had just cried as she missing him that much and am pretty sure that am calling at the right time. Jaga-jaga, instinct kite sangat kuat dan kite syak kite salah sorang daripada supernatural members for having that kind of power :P. Cut it off Wan! 

Amboi, tak kasi chance langsung nak angkat bakul sendiri kejak. Kemon lah..

I know deep down inside, Siti, really worried about his security. He was afraid of losing him as being an army, a bit risky. She even take a weeks off out from her workplace as she do freaked out thinking about her future with him. 

I know, how sucks it was when you're worried about your future spouse whom gambling their own life to move on. Suddenly am thinking of my late Mr Processor. Hey, it's my brother's story, not me, aiyaaakkk! Ada je nak mencelah, haisss :P

Well, I've tried my very best to consult and I told her, just pray for him and Allah might listen. I know, my brother can go through all of these obstacles successfully as I noticed how strong he was and how does people around him could encourage him to be more tougher. That's why he need our support to motivate himself.


May Allah heard and arrange everything well according to plan, can't wait for his next passing day out around March even tough am unable to fill in the invitation. This time, surely my parent really do had the chance welcoming his success during the-day and I want him ALIVE. Ameen... ameen... ameen...

Din, sila bertahan... Angah sayang ko, sayang ko sangat-sangat! It's your battlefield, do complete what you've started. Make us all proud of you.

During his first recruit. Memang sengaja edit supaya kelihatan handsome dalam blog Angah dia, kakakakaka..

Driving On My Own!

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, and peace and blessings be upon His Messenger.

Alhamdulilah, dalam keterpaksaan am tailing my Mama to the Fardhu Ain class with Tok Su which been held at her house. Sebenarnya malas nak pergi especially when you just arrived home and tak puas nak berehat but come to think of it, I had to as I've already skipped the last class yesterday.

There's already few peoples started to recite the quran as we came a bit last during the session. Tok Su ask Mama to seat right next to her but then she shifted the order to me, end me up to seat beside her :O I said,  'Boleh duk celah ketiak Tok Su!'. She replied, ' Hang nak bau ketiak aku plak dah?'. Smile.

Tok Su tend to hug me all the time till I had to bend my back close to her, seat as height as she do and I don't have any idea why I feel such a comfort that it's hard to capture in words.

She ask me wether I can read the quran with the right tajwid but I just told her I know a bit. She ask me to learn from my Mama as she mastered it well. Am staring at Mama from far and I know how she improved a lot from time to time. Finally the hard works had paid off.

Tok Su throwing slapped my tight as I did not throwing my voice out while salawat and salaam for our prophet as the enclosure. Selalu boleh je terlalak terlolong sana sini, when it come to this, sepi!  ^^

That evening, am going out as usual and straight away gone to the agent's office before head to the main office, which the training being held. I've already booked for the car training session with Pak Syed and it will begin around February.

However, the bad news is I need to add on RM20 for the total fees and another RM30 for the motorcycle-site rent. The fees had increase starting October 2012 even I've already paid it all, but still I haven't completed mine. Geez!

The aca-awkward me

Photographer yang pemalu sebab ada orang datang, main snap je while am not ready. Grrr...

Kemain hebat camera dia, can split the pic into two tones.
Kali ni nak belajar bersungguh-sungguh compared to yesterday as I don't wanna waste my time doing training things any more. First try dah boleh naik titi even dapat motor cabuk yang handle dia loose giler made me to always ride it slowly macam siput sedut!

But at last, end up like this, jatuh titi lah kekdahnya. Malulah kengkononnya, paaaaannggg sedas kang baru taw! Sabau jo lah den dongan motor ni ha. Eh, mana perginya kesopanan dan kesusilaan kite yang dulu? ehem. *tutup mulut. 

Sila tonton video 18SG di bawah, jaga jaga...


Kite syak sebab kite motor ni pemalu sebab tu dia menjatuhkan dirinya melalui titi tersebut. Yelah, first time interframe masuk video. Ya, perbuatan motor tersebut sangat memalukan penunggangnya tapi kebiasaannya kemaluannya hilang begitu sahaja tanpa dipinta. Eh?

After finished and had such a friendly conversation with the people incharge with the training session, I manage to end up my motorcycle training and my GTI suppose to be around next Monday. For sure real man! hahahaha... 

thanks Deqwan, if not because of her, am not gonna be that friendly with these strangers. :D

Need to hand them the photocopy of my both L license and the renew one with the IC as their attachment. 

Done! sila abaikan muka toya di atas.

Guess what? All the way home am 'driving' the motorcycle all by myself man! Even I almost met an accident, but I arrived safely at least. Okay, Deqwan take over as it is crowded and how the narrow road really made me insecure at the pasar malam today.

As if only Abah, he won't allow me to do so, only Deqwan may take the risk to let me 'drive'. Thanks sweetheart, big hug! :*

Tuesday 22 January 2013

Continuing Motorcycle Training

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, and peace and blessings be upon His Messenger.

Me and Deqwan planned to go to CS as we're away from house early today. Plus, the driving license agent was closed and happen us to spend our time to CS first enjoying our McDonald's Sundae Chocolate for her and Milo McFlurry for me.

Pay a visit at Wani's shop as its been quite some times haven't seen her. She's been gorgeous now with the eye lashes and proper make up. Still stick woring at the same shop even without her sister, Nad. End up Deqwan to add a spike cap as her collections even at first she refuse to have it as there's still pink colour attached :P

Cicak jatuh mampoih ni :X

We walks for the whole mall and Deqwan even ask me to ask a vacancy there at 4th floor. Geez, am not ready to work and ask directly. I prefer to ask a job with the application letter/form. However, still can manage myself to ride Hello Kitty's car as I never had the chance to do it before even when I was a kid. Poor things huh?

Hi everyone! am still 5 years old girl :P

Eh, ada orang datang lak. Nak lari ke cemana ni?

Am going to the JV Cergas Driving License Institute (main office) again to finish up what I have started. It is kind of awkward feeling after it has been a long time didn't ride a motorcycle by myself. I was like having Parkinson all the way riding it. Seriously. Boleh lepas titi sekali terus tak nak try dah, ujub giler!

When I've finished the agent didn't allow me to sign any of the document, maybe the training session was less than an hour. Who cares? As am about to rush back home and suddenly Along text us to gone back home and pick up her sunglasses as she forgot to bring them with her. 

Well, actually, she'll be off to JB to take her own motorcycle as she had left there previously as she use to work there for quite some times. Luckily we manage to send over it over her before her leave. We fly back home as Deqwan still got futsal training at 6.30pm and am the one who gonna send her to Kg. Siam. 

Saturday 19 January 2013

The Very First Experience

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, and peace and blessings be upon His Messenger.

My second day at peninsular. I only take my bath around 11am something as G ask me out to buy raw materials for Italian Spaghetti Bolognese that I promised to cook. Yeah, am lazily and hungrily heading to Carrefour Bukit Jalil to bought them all.

I've tried my best to reduce the expenses well as it is theirs' G's treat and am not comfortable with it but then they noticed and won't allow me to do so. I just add RM10 for the total bill, at least am contribute something for relieve.

As soon as we arrived, am rushing to the kitchen to prepared things off at the kitchen while G tried to prepared their sandwiches to fill in their hungry stomach temporarily. Am taking my bath again after finished cooking before going to KL for a walk plus G had to return back his work uniform to the company as he's already resigned.

There are always be the first time huh? It is my first time experiencing public transportations such as LRT and KL Monorail and even my first time stepped in at Pavilion. One word which best describe me, lopek! Yes, I noticed. Am so pleased to deal with my very first time one and definitely will remain...

with Mr Gold, am higher! :D

Eh, he's moving! :O

Major love <3

As we happen to reach there, there's an event held right in front of the main entrance. Something relates to 1 Malaysia thingy. I didn't get the 1 Malaysia pin as am busy doing photoshoot with G, padan muka! Suddenly Pat give hiss' and am so glad to have it. Thanks dude!


Can't get my hands off the colourful fountain, hiks!
Old time buddies, G

Yeayhh! manage to get the pin from Pat :D

1 Malaysia! Semangat ko jo...

We use to go to Tony Roma's as it used to be their workplace before but it seems like we're coming at the wrong time so they couldn't welcoming us with warmth greetings. At this hours, I can see lots of customers do come in and it almost full house man! I wonder how good was their foods is.

We end up having our dinner altogether at the Capricciosa even am still full as I do have my Italian Spaghetti Bolognese before I leave the house back then. I was wondering how was exactly the so-called Rain Water was all about that G, D and Pat used to call it :P . Tropical Breeze okay everybody.

At Capriciossa, you are able to see how they used to prepared the pizza there. Tak caya jum tengok! The one that been trapped in the brick-wall tu :P

Tebaq pizza ka bang?

Am doing Origami :O *applause

Okay, the undone Origami :P 

senyum puas sebab kenyang.

Eh, tapi kenapa perlu menjeling chicken wing D yer?

Well, we do have had Baked Spring Chicken With Rosemary for four of us. Sorry, forgot to snap the pic before eating, lapar sangat2! eh, lapar la pulak, tadi cakap dah full. Am the one who had to finished it all in the end even tough they know am on diet. Okay, uolls sangat supportive!

There's a beautiful colourful wonderful apa lagi ful ek fountain with the please-to-hear-music-to-my-ears as their background. What such a romantic moment I should have had with Mr Processor. Eh, tak ada kena mengena!

colourful romantic fountain yang jejoget

it's a lake, not a fountain. gotcha!

D, G and me. Pat is not arround :(

Later then we continue our journey walking around the KLCC for photoshoot off course! However, the KLCC park close at 10pm so, we haven't had the chance to snap myself with the whole KLCC as my background :'( this is only pics that I've got.

oops! tak nampak puncak plak

Here it comes, the whole look of KLCC

It's my second time am going to KLCC as my first time was during my primary school for a trip. Still remember that moment when Abang Tiri used to tackle me before and am trying my very best to escape from him. LOL.

It's time to go back home. Heading back home with public transportations, and how I missed the experience damn much. Masa dalam Monorel terperasan someone that I've knew before. My senior from SMK Sultanah Bahiyah, Kak Zulhasni. Tak tegur pun cause I know, she won't recognize me.

Searching Possing at the information board :P

Saranghae~

Having fight with D

Jakun menunggu

Ok, serius lambat giler! Pat terlihat di belakang tu

After arrived at the terminal, we used to go to Kompleks Sukan Negara. Ehem, still sempat lagi walaupun penat giler! Nampak sangat menarik from the outside of the building and there's crowded of people rehearsing for a performance that supposed to be tomorrow night. Well, am not around that time, why not now huh? :')

cantik huh?

Datin wannabe sesangat uolls!

Still got KLCC here, the colourful and made of lights one. :D

Overreact when am happy, hahax

Me vs High Heel :O

The dudes!
Ok, dapat tengok keliling kompleks pon dah puas. Plus, I've watched they rehearsing and the orchestra was awesome babes and dudes, am just blessed. Balik naik bus with them while singing out along with D all the way home. We supposed to dance too! hahaha...

Such a tiring moments but we certainly enjoyed ourselves very much. xoxo.

Saturday 12 January 2013

Movie-Marathon

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful. All praise and thanks are due to Allah and peace and blessings be upon His Messenger.

Alhamdulillah, am still alive on the planet Earth and are capable to move on.

My Statistics paper? Oh well, it was sucks and how I could see myself sitting for the same paper in the future. Main belasah je taruk formula mana yang kite suka, yeah as they do provide it. So, better to fill in something rather than just leave it blank. Okay, tipu! There should be a blank page for sure. It is a must even for final. Really have that guts :D

Come to think of it, there's none of the paper that I could answers well and I guess, you might probably know what might come out from my mouth as the answers will totally be the same. No jokes! So, don't ever ask me unless you're not sick of it. Screw me!

Thus, looking at my boarding pass in the exam hall  really help me a lot enduring the stress away and how amma counting for the days ahead to be around my families. Can't wait! Yeah, am that girl yang bawak masuk boarding pass along with me during the exam, so, don't even feel bothered as if the exam-prefect kept an eyes on me :D

It is a dinner for four again peeps! This time we'olls dating outside. Am the only one who didn't fasting for the day. Tak tahu kenapa this time malas giler nak berpuasa, as it will always be me who really love fasting that much.

Well, am spending my whole night with movie-marathon series as am gathering the mood to study mandarin. While watching, I do jot down the hanzi (chinese character). That's why I used to warmth up with Malay films, no subtitle needed to be focus on so that I could manage to catch up what was the story is all about. Credit to Su's earphone and Az movie-source.

Peluang Kedua-Cinta Bola-Bawaku Ke Syurga-Semontel Cinta Kita-Raise Your  Voice

 See, am taking about 7 hours to finish this started from 10pm-6am. Doing revision with Su and Odah as am helping them out to remember the notes. Just hope that they could do it well as it is only few hours left before sitting for their paper.

Yeah, am not asleep yet since yesterday and am so pleased to have the zombie-eyes of mine. *rolled eyes.

Anyway, million thanks to Az as she do mentioned me in her previous post, just click here to view the entry. Touched! My blog was nothing actually as am only writing my daily routine and expressed my feelings inside out with the kucar-kacir English. Serabut weyh, semak perut orang baca! So, please reconsider well before have the guts to do so.

Not to mention, I does watch millions of movies this semester and I don't have any idea why must during final exam. *ketuk kepala.

Thursday 3 January 2013

Double Cakes For The Memorial-Month

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, and peace and blessings be upon His Messenger.

It's the-day. Normally I do remember this anniversary each time Maxis does remind me a day before. Thanks for the efforts. Began to receive messages from previous friends who noticed but I could not reply them as I do not have credit left. So, I thought I do not deserve the free-call stuff.

Zumba-ing with Odah and As as usual as I supposed to come to their room around 8am.Can't believe that
I've made it till the end. Hopefully I could manage to get the abs just like my favourite instructor, Tanya. Berangan nak mampuih! Yer, misi mustahil.

I have made a huge step calling up Kyra as she texting me for the warm wishes as am kinda pissed off couldn't text her in return. I didn't expect her to waste a lil byte in her memories to remember my birth-date, ever! At first I thought that she noticed it from my timeline as Along do wish me to my wall but come to think of it, she never missed out to wish me.

How I really found some peace here as nobody around me had wish me yet except for both lovely juniors, Mimi and Syima. Am beginning my first 2nd chapter of 365 with a lie, as I do change my birth-date to April 21, so that my friends who in the list don't even know. Yeah, a white-lie. The date is actually my anniversary for both of us.

But then Mya texting me asking for a help, I could only call her in reply after wake up from bed lazily, take my bath and cook for my starving-stomach :P. She come to my room. She wanna print out the exam slip, but then I noticed something weird with the face and she tried to hide some-cube-thing underneath her sweater.

'Apa ni?' *selamba badak air je selak sweater orang. Pastu jumpa ni ;

Terharu i'olls you know!

Touched! *teary-eyes

Never expecting to celebrate it after a while as my late Mr Processor had passed away on the same month and it supposed to be the memorial day month for him as am gonna read quran and pray as much as I could and doing so-called qiamulail. That piece of cake was totally the very first cake that I had after 3 years ever since he left me.

Makan dengan rakus bak tikus. Polok habih lah kan as am afraid my room-mate might be back and she might noticed it.

As am studying outside of the room as usual, Az came by and ask me to accompany her online-ing downstairs as she wanted to submit her things off to her friends but then tak jadi. Kemain melawa dah siap, tak jadik lak. Lawa ker? :P Kalo setakat berkain batik cenggitu dah panggil lawa memang tak semenggah lah kan.

Suddenly, while am OTP with Gervais I feel like dusty-powder things all over my face man. Yeah, I noticed of my room-mate had returned back, but never thought of she's attacking me with the flour! memang itu je trick dia gamaknya. Oldish betol, ahaks!

Tak sangka feeling-feeling sambut Krismas dengan salji masih berterusan di bulan Januari :P.

They sang out the birthday song for me, while am trying my best to vanished the custard powder tu. Seriously memang totally freaked out kot. I thought they never knew about the-day! haisss... Or should I congratulate them for that cool acting?

They told me they do look out for my IC to get it right. LOL! Seems like I had to take a depth-consideration to forgive them as I really hate people to touch my stuff freely without permission. Such a big NO but thinking of the situation, they had already turn me upside down. As it shows that how much people do concern about your presence and how precious you are to them. Thanks.

Surprise dari mereka-mereka yang shot!

Macam biasa, sesi photoshoot lah kekdahnya kalo dengan dorang ni. Dah agak ponek photogedik bagai, time untuk makan.

Serius, kite tak pandai kerat kek. Normally people will cut it off for me, kite tukang tekan pisau sampai terbelah kek ja for the sake of photoshoot. The rest, hang nak makan kerat sendiri. *rolled eyes. So, tak memasal lah dorang makan a big piece of cake that I have cut.

Did i supposed to get 3 cakes for each year?

Geez! baru sedaq am having double cakes for the whole day and night. Melantak benda alah tu je sepanjang stay up. But I guess I should have had 3 cakes instead of 2 as its been 3 years kan not celebrating it. Statement nak mintak penampaq 44 das. Kemain demand.

Well, I just hope happiness may be around me as I don't have enough energy even to cry thinking of my him and how I noted that how was actually the society welcoming me as part of them 'normally'. Such a passive and weird Claustrophobic am I huh? Just wanna cherish the peoples and things around me with joys and laughters. That is how am thanking them for being there for me.

Anyhow, just wanna let you know that am not the same kememe/ benye girl any more as am going through my 25th birthday without a drop of tears! For sure real.

Can I request a Mr nice guy for my birthday list as I guess this the the perfect age to have someone as the space was emptied for the recent 3 years since he passed away? hurm. Dapat macam ni pun okay jugak sebenarnya... :'D


Wednesday 2 January 2013

Say 'Hi!' to 2013, 'Bye!' to 2013

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful. All praise and thanks are due to Allah, and peace and blessings be upon His Messenger.

As I opened my eyes, I realized that it is already 2013. Orang sebok nak sambut detik jam 12 welcoming January 1st, while am wide awake few minutes after the countdown. Sangat remaja u'olls.

I never celebrating New Year's eve somewhere else before unless in front of the television with the rest of the family members and watching the fireworks outside of the house as if we happen to see it from far. But this time kinda different. I even did not noticed it.

How time flies in a blink. I felt just like am still stick with 2012 and I do not know what I have done so far throughout the year. Anyhow, life must go on, past is to be learned, not to be judged, isn't it? After all, I have went through all of it, syukran Ya Allah. Am gonna improvised myself in future for a better me somehow :D

Frankly speaking, I did not prepared myself any wishlist for this coming 2013, or maybe rise up the last 2012 infilling wishlist forward. Ehem! Something had came up in a sudden. But for this time being, I wanna highlighted the istiqamah matters the most which may lead me to be a better muslimah for sure especially when it comes to covering aurah.

I wanna wear my hijab and cover what needs to be covered properly. PROPERLY! Yeah, I really mean it as we know most of the muslimah nowadays only cover their aurah due to ensure themselves to keep updated with the current trends of fashion and only when they are about to go outside but not with their families relatives who considered to be harem to. You get what I mean huh?

I really do love fashion too but I had to be a lil bit more creative to twist it in order to fit in with the muslimah-style and the crucial part is as long as your intention covering your aurah was for the sake of Allah. Am so afraid of exposing the chest area as I am helpless-shawl-craze buddy or else, I had to dream on of wearing the shawl tough. ;'(

Credited to sis Shea Rasol for the image

 May this picture reminds me to the listed above so that am so-called to stay closer to Him. Insya Allah.